2nd
random thoughts
The first time i walked into the room it was filled with reasone why i did not want to be there in the first place. The more i remained the more i felt like i did not belong and fake “happiness” everyone else is so despreatly trying to show off is choaking the life out of me. Then i had a reason to walk away from it all… a short smoke break outside in the freezing cold… you offered me something which i had no idea what it was at the time and i dont’ think you did either.
When i think back to it from time to time i kind of play the game of “i wonder…” but no matter what that random trail of thoughts took me i always end up being brought back to you. Then i realize that choice of being at a place where i do not want to be was probably the best thing i could’ve done…
