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I’m so tired to the point where i can’t even sleep. It seems like when you are tired to this point your sense of hearing greatly increases as your sense of time greatly decrease. Everything seems slower and everything else you thought didn’t make a sound you picked up on them now. They were always there in the first place but you just dont’ notice. There are a lot of things I have taken for graunteed through out my life and if i start listing them all one after another i’m sure by the time i’m half way through i would want to kill myself for being such an oblivous moron. Randomly i saw the watriess at a local place we always go to and she was eating lunch while waiting for customers to come in. I couldn’t stop thinking about how life use to be for me when all i had was work, school, and the farmiliar home. I’m sure once i’m away from them all i will start to miss them but for the time being i can’t stop thinking about the feeling of being alone. Normally it would probably take me a day or two to recover from it all but lucky for me i turned to my right and you were there. Your reasuring smile and the feeling of your head lightly resting on my shoulders along with your hand holding mine… you looked up at me and said “yeah i know the feeling but you are not alone anymore…” and just like that within minutes i was fine… funny how things work out… funny…
